i cant believe this might happen to me. its not even that big of a deal, but for some reason i am. i mean maybe it is some sort of deal idk. alot to think about!
Current Mood:sick Current Music: the ringing of the phone [UGH]
how you cant stop change. it happens and there is nothing you can do to stop it. you try though, to keep all the strings tied all the cracks glued. but no matter what you do to stop it or wish it wouldnt ..... change is inevitable. you learn to go with the flow. you learn to deal with time.
but i believe in the end it usually turns out ok. not exactely how you wanted it or expected but its ok.
things are going the way they were before not the way they were looking to be. so i am more confused then before, and there is nothing i can do but sit and wait this storm out. but some patient, positive people get rewarded..... eventually.
Current Location:house Current Music: nothing i wish there was something.
i dont deserve your friendship. you might have been there for me but i wouldnt know because i wasnt there for you. i am a terrible friend nothing you should want. i feel bad about it. i dont think anything will ever be the same again......
but maybe you dont deserve mine either. idk something to think about......
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